I just sent the notifications out to people regarding this blog. I cannot express the emotions that brings. I do not want anyone to ever think I am seeking attention for this or grandstanding. Once I hit send I wondered what I had done.
When I had cancer I had a support group that was second to none. These same people are the ones that I sent the notifcations to. I pray no one looks down on me. I just want to heal. Not only from the abuse but from the life long depression that I live with.