He Is Always Near Me

Much improved from yesterday, today ended up being a fairly decent day. Only one semi-meltdown when someone innocently though ignorantly made an insentive comment without knowing the full story. I felt horrible for crying because they honestly did not intend to hurt me with their words, the tears were just triggered. I looked at my Daddy and he helped me get my emotions in check.

I believe my therapist is correct in that my medication must not be at the right levels. I went from talking fine to crying in a couple of seconds. My appointment with my new psychiatrist is about a month away, though I am on a call list for cancellations.

Tonight I thought about a song we are teaching the children at Church. If The Savior Stood Beside Me

As I listened to the song I wondered about my emotions that go crazy in an instant. I want to remember thst the Savior is beside me at all times. Especially times like yesterday when I was so so angry about my plants, I am still upset, but I contemplated the unhealthy level of anger and frustration I had yesterday as listened to this song.

I am so sleepy right now I do not know if I am making alot of sense. Either way, I hope this song has the same impact on you as it did on me today.


About Shanna

I'm Shanna. Living each day the best I can. Trying to learn and grow to be the daughter my Father in Heaven sees in me. Trying to overcome the trials of this life, and find some joy in each day.

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