Where’s My Calgon and Dream Garden Tub When I need It?

Today’s post going to be short and sweet, well at the very least short. My head feels like a bowling ball with an arrow stuck through over my left eye that pulsates with every heartbeat. I suppose I was was tense last night in my sleep too, I awoke with my hands clinched. My left thumb happened to be in the middle of that fist, now it that joint is all puffy and really sore.

Isn’t this the Sabbath? I know it is. One the girls that I teach at church is getting baptized today, well was baptized today. She was and two of her cousins. I am so sad that I feel like poo! I wanted to share in their special day. I hated missing church and the baptisms. My girl was so excited last week.

I did it to myself. Yesterday we served a family after a memorial service. I am highly sensitive to chemicals. Some of the tables had mildew from being in storage. I went and started cleaning them. I kept telling myself, get someone else to do this. Finally somone else commented on the smell, and my Mother said you are going to have a migraine. She jumped in and took over. I have been in bed since about two hours after that.

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About Hope

I am forty year old survivor and a five year old victim of sexual abuse. I live with severe depression and anxiety, and in 2013 was diagnosed with DID and PTSD. My journey is to reintegrate my alter and the adult me into a whole person, healthy person, and one that can empathize with others.

5 thoughts on “Where’s My Calgon and Dream Garden Tub When I need It?

  1. I fight my numerous allergies too, and yes, they win. Loved your reference to Calgon though, that stuff really worked for me when I added a book, pretzels and a cold Bud. I have been sober over thirty years and gave up on the Calgon after they messed with the formula, but thanks for the sweet reminder.

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