It has been raining today. Heavy showers passing by. Roscoe cannot stand the sound of the rain, he jumps up and begins shaking. Yeah, my dog even has anxiety issues. When it comes to the rain, I love it. I love the sound. I love the smell. I love how it feels. I just love it. Do not love how my head feels when the barometric pressure changes, but oh well, I still love rain.
The hubs and I have been watching a marathon on American Restoration on the Roku today. Gosh, it totally amazes me how they can take something broken and in completely horrible shape, and restore it to such beautiful mint looking condition. Of course as I watch it I think about myself. I know how I look physically and emotionally. I am in a pretty rough state. The journey I am on, and the Healer and Refiner working with me, my Savior Jesus Christ, will in the end help me to be mint condition again. A new person, well and whole. It is just going to take time.
Another lesson I have learned in this analogy is that just like different methods need to be used on different materials or you will do more damage, so it is on this journey. He’s with me and leading me. Helping me to find the right things I need to do. Yet another lesson is that each thing has its own time, you cannot rush it.
I know in the end I will be excited with the improvements and healing, and say, “Wow! I am not the same person that started on the journey. I am better.”
My pray for myself and others on this journey that these thoughts are taken to heart. It is easy to write them, and feel them as I write them. It is another to remember them in the darkness of trial.
Thank you all for reading. I am still working on my MP3. Please send your music choices to help me.